Entitled: between the book and the big day.



diary

so, it was mono. i still have it a bit, but at least i know what it is and i can just deal. i was so tired today that the world was a bit swimmy. i don’t know if that was mono, or lack of sleep because of all the construction going on out front. i really should post photos, but there’s at least one day left before i can get to that point. my throat hurt so bad that i bought ice cream. it’s 2 years and that’s the first time we’ve had it in the house. i only had 1 cup so far, over 2 servings. i’m trying to hard to have sanity with food. ice cream in the freezer is like inviting dracula into your house. he has all the power. so far, so good though. i want that shit to last until at least the end of april. is that sane? it’s a regular size of ice cream. if i make it last over a month and a half, that seems fair.
i got into my skinny pants the other day. i wore them 2 days in a row. i need to take this further. i need to take even less medicine.
this chair i’m in isn’t helping though. i think it’s giving me hip dysplasia.

LaTeR, iN aNoThEr PaRt Of ToWn


so, yeah, my book is out. it’s on amazon.com now and i should be receiving my copies from the publisher any day. i feel like there’s quite a few important people who will never even know it exists. they’re just gone now and it’s upsetting. i’d really like for edward to have known about it. i wished him a happy birthday, and got no response except that he removed me from his myspace friends. that’s quite a thank you for taking him, his gf, and their two sick cats in after katrina. i actually find myself hoping he’s doing a lot of drugs, because if he’s not, that’s REALLY fucked up. tuesday obviously will never see it. just so many friends that are gone. bleh. i wish i knew how to deal with that part of my world. i constantly consider getting a new therapist.

LaTeR, iN aNoThEr PaRt Of ToWn


lunch with that chick went well and we’ve hung out twice now. have i finally made a new friend? we’ll see. so far, we’re “doing” a lot. i’ll need the weather to warm up before i can really tell. i need to see if a walk can work. i’m trying to be careful and not set myself up for anything i get dissapointed over later. it’s been so long, i honestly cannot remember how this shit works.

LaTeR, iN aNoThEr PaRt Of ToWn


tomorrow, for real, the wall will be done. all we need left is some of the stone face on the stairs. there’s still a good three weeks left before i can really honestly expect warmer weather. i want to plant badly though. at least i can make money for plants in the meantime.

LaTeR, iN aNoThEr PaRt Of ToWn


houses are picking up. it’s not like last year, but it will be longer term i think.

LaTeR, iN aNoThEr PaRt Of ToWn


11 days until we hit 5 years. i feel like that’s my birthday.

TuNe In NeXt TiMe, SaMe Bat PlAcE, sAmE bAt PaGe...



atmosphere: late

i'm feeling: tired, sore

i learned: most people don't know who charlie wang is.

Submitted On: Wednesday, Mar. 14, 2007 1:07 am

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