Entitled: between the book and the big day.
diary
so, it was mono. i still have it a bit, but at least i know what it is and i can just deal. i was so tired today that the world was a bit swimmy. i dont know if that was mono, or lack of sleep because of all the construction going on out front. i really should post photos, but theres at least one day left before i can get to that point. my throat hurt so bad that i bought ice cream. its 2 years and thats the first time weve had it in the house. i only had 1 cup so far, over 2 servings. im trying to hard to have sanity with food. ice cream in the freezer is like inviting dracula into your house. he has all the power. so far, so good though. i want that shit to last until at least the end of april. is that sane? its a regular size of ice cream. if i make it last over a month and a half, that seems fair.
i got into my skinny pants the other day. i wore them 2 days in a row. i need to take this further. i need to take even less medicine.
this chair im in isnt helping though. i think its giving me hip dysplasia.
LaTeR, iN aNoThEr PaRt Of ToWn
so, yeah, my book is out. its on amazon.com now and i should be receiving my copies from the publisher any day. i feel like theres quite a few important people who will never even know it exists. theyre just gone now and its upsetting. id really like for edward to have known about it. i wished him a happy birthday, and got no response except that he removed me from his myspace friends. thats quite a thank you for taking him, his gf, and their two sick cats in after katrina. i actually find myself hoping hes doing a lot of drugs, because if hes not, thats REALLY fucked up. tuesday obviously will never see it. just so many friends that are gone. bleh. i wish i knew how to deal with that part of my world. i constantly consider getting a new therapist.
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lunch with that chick went well and weve hung out twice now. have i finally made a new friend? well see. so far, were doing a lot. ill need the weather to warm up before i can really tell. i need to see if a walk can work. im trying to be careful and not set myself up for anything i get dissapointed over later. its been so long, i honestly cannot remember how this shit works.
LaTeR, iN aNoThEr PaRt Of ToWn
tomorrow, for real, the wall will be done. all we need left is some of the stone face on the stairs. theres still a good three weeks left before i can really honestly expect warmer weather. i want to plant badly though. at least i can make money for plants in the meantime.
LaTeR, iN aNoThEr PaRt Of ToWn
houses are picking up. its not like last year, but it will be longer term i think.
LaTeR, iN aNoThEr PaRt Of ToWn
11 days until we hit 5 years. i feel like thats my birthday.
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atmosphere: latei'm feeling: tired, sore i learned: most people don't know who charlie wang is.
Submitted On: Wednesday, Mar. 14, 2007
1:07 am
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