Entitled: deadlines and selling of loved ones.



diary

my business is being held hostage by my own stupidity. i ran out of black ink!!! i have ordered more, but until it comes, i�m at a stand still. i can�t print orders, i can�t ship anything. because of this, today i will pay my stupid idiot tax and go to walmart and buy some until what i ordered gets here because i have 4 or 5 orders to go out and this is insane.

LaTeR, iN aNoThEr PaRt Of ToWn


i left the house and i got sick. what a shock. seriously, gasp! but at least i left for something good! my cousin and i went to see the
bodies exhibit in South Street Seaport on friday. I�ve been wanting to go for years now and it was completely amazing. It is interesting to really get a good look at all of the pieces they�ve pulled out of you and to see where they�ve shoved in all of these various picc lines and ports. when i am of the megarich, i will own a rubberized vasculature organ encased in a water filled glass box. they are beautiful.

LaTeR, iN aNoThEr PaRt Of ToWn


i hate the winter brokes. i really do. they come every year, but i never get used to them. still, bateman seems to be breaking free of them, so caught up by february doesn�t seem impossible anymore. maybe i will get swept up in the financial windfall. who knows.

LaTeR, iN aNoThEr PaRt Of ToWn


so, the
laptop is up on ebay and doing well. it ends today. i�m really sad to see her go. she�s working. she�s totally working, so now there�s this angst about sending her out. bah. this is my punishment though, and i gotta take it. i hate punishment. maybe in a year, i�ll be able to get another one. a writer without a laptop is a loser.

LaTeR, iN aNoThEr PaRt Of ToWn


speaking of being a loser writer, the publisher is about to send over my contract. once i sign that, i�m LEGALLY OBLIGATED to produce two more stories and polish up my old ones in preperation for a march publication by january 1. can you say terror? can you say �this girl hasn�t had a real deadline since 1999 and doesn�t have any faith in herself at all?�
yeah, i knew that you could.

LaTeR, iN aNoThEr PaRt Of ToWn


there�s a national shortage on the medication that keeps me alive. isn�t that fun? isn�t that grand? there was a problem in the mix and the FDA had them dispose of 2 batches. 2 batches is 6 months worth for the whole country. all of the other brands give me side effects ranging from severe veinal and arterial pain to bizarre neurological problems and medication induced lupus. woo hoo! look forward to a fun 6 months, people.

LaTeR, iN aNoThEr PaRt Of ToWn


i should go. we have no food and fred has no food. that makes for hungry people all around.
goddamnit, i really still do want another kitten. i wish i could mainline kittens. i totally would.

TuNe In NeXt TiMe, SaMe Bat PlAcE, sAmE bAt PaGe...



atmosphere: grey grey grey outside

i'm feeling: sick and cold

i learned: that i am able to train myself to sleep later, but man, it's hard now.

Submitted On: Tuesday, Nov. 28, 2006 1:24 pm

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