Entitled: lots of things going on here...
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i love how i say ill update, and then dont. why should i have a benefactor if thats how im going to behave? really now.
LaTeR, iN aNoThEr PaRt Of ToWn
im up so early. well, its not SO early, its the same as usual, but it feels worse because i had a terrible dream. bateman and i were over and the whole dream was just that empty feeling. such deep deep emptiness. i hope he wakes in a few hours, it was awful.
im so cold, but im hoping that were done with heat this year, so im trying not to turn it up. 3 or 4 more degrees outside would do it. maybe ill make some tea.
LaTeR, iN aNoThEr PaRt Of ToWn
so, you know what happened to me? i got published. or, well, not yet, but soon. one of my short stories was chosen to be in a book thats going to be published soon. thats kind of insane to me, but im excited. its gotten me a little bit motivated to do some more writing, shake this block.
while i was waiting for my laser appointment, i stopped in barnes and noble and picked up a writing excercise book. now i just need to take the time to use it.
LaTeR, iN aNoThEr PaRt Of ToWn
the bbq was actually awesome! people came and had a really good time. even kas brother came! it was just all sorts of weird socialness with more people than i had an idea i knew. it was exhausting and draining, but fun nonetheless. im hoping to invite everyone again, but separately, so i might get to actually speak to a person or two.
LaTeR, iN aNoThEr PaRt Of ToWn
my temporary gig has been so incredibly helpful i cant stand it. when it ends, i feel im going to be despondant. hopefully i can make it last, but at the very least, its been about $400 extra a week for the past few weeks, so rah rah to that. im hoping this is the week to finish my kitchen off. now if only i could get up the energy to remove these hideous hideous cabinets...
TuNe In NeXt TiMe, SaMe Bat PlAcE, sAmE bAt PaGe...
atmosphere: too early and lamely watching tyra banksi'm feeling: sleepy, but getting over that dream i learned: washing your mutual dishes can calm fears.
Submitted On: Wednesday, Apr. 19, 2006
9:50 am
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