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i am, if nothing else, an advice column junkie. i LOVE advice columns. i don�t know why. because of this, i am aware of the fact that many women dread the moment when they walk in on their partners watching pornographic videos in their office on their computers. i do not share this dread, as i also enjoy watching some porn on my computer from time to time. however, the other day, i walked into bateman�s office to find something far more disturbing drawing his attention to the computer screen. it was a video of a cat, running around.
�what are you watching?� i said.
�it was supposed to be a video of the world�s cutest kittens, but THIS kitten is only KIND of cute� he said, sounding truly dissapointed.
and well, that�s both funny and disturbing, no?
LaTeR, iN aNoThEr PaRt Of ToWn
the cold is coming again. it�s back to the 30�s now. misery. just misery.
LaTeR, iN aNoThEr PaRt Of ToWn
i have to do another blood draw with my next infusion. it�s in 2 weeks and i feel like i should be drinking for it now. i cannot stay on track. i do it for a day or two and then i fall off. what�s it going to take? time is ticking away. what will have to happen before there is no other option but to do what i need to do?
LaTeR, iN aNoThEr PaRt Of ToWn
i kept making faces. worry faces, and bateman can see them. he kept at me over it and i let it go and cried a bit over my worry with this medicine thing. all he has to say is �well, isn�t it nice that if you DO get really sick, you have this house you really love to be sick in?�
how am i supposed to get a good glum on with that sort of input?
LaTeR, iN aNoThEr PaRt Of ToWn
i have had the strange sensation lately of wanting to write. this has never happened to me before, or, not since i was in 5th or 6th grade. but what do i want to write? well, there�s the rub, indeed.
TuNe In NeXt TiMe, SaMe Bat PlAcE, sAmE bAt PaGe...
atmosphere: i'm feeling: i learned:
Submitted On: Wednesday, Mar. 15, 2006
4:36 am
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