yeah, but right now, i don’t. so it doesn’t.
my voice is just making me want to sing “send in the clowns.” seriously, it is.

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29 days! 29 days! then it’s march 1st everyone! then we’re freeeeeeeeeee!!!! i know, spring is march 20th. well, i don’t care!!! to ME, once it’s march, it’s totally fair to hope for nice weather. and now that it’s under 30 days? man, it’s all totally for real. i made it through the winter. and this was also my first winter totally away from home. a grownup winter. how nifty.

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the tub is here. bateman lives in there now. i don’t think i should go in again until this virus passes though, so i’m not. it’s pretty rad though. when it’s landscaped out there? it’ll be even better. i want some visitors, but i can’t think of anyone who’d come anyhow. no edward for months, so i think that is really the end of that. it boggles my mind, but yeah, i think that’s how it is. my suspicion is that it’s the chick. that tantrum indicated something weird there, but at this point, there’s not much i can do. not much at all and i’m hardening my heart against breakage.
spring, as i said is coming. there will be new people, i’m pretty sure of it.

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i painted much of the kitchen, it’s japanese toy red and i love it so much. i got a lovely anatomical print in the mail today and hung it up under bateman’s modded ouija board. slowly things are really coming together. i’ll need to go out and buy some more primer and some satin finish black to really finish up in here. i’ll also need to drain my fishtank down so that i can slide it out of the way a bit. it’s terrible, but i wish i could adopt out most of my fish. i want a friendly tank now. i’m sick of the aggressive nature of these cichlids. but they’re hardy bastards and aren’t dying off. plus, they’re my original fish’s great grandchildren, so there’s some guilt in the hoping. eh, what will be will be there, i guess.
anyway, the kitchen is gonna rock. i need one more cabinet from ikea, and then one day i’ll be able to replace the base cabinets. i can see it now and it’s going to be fantastic. i even took some photos today, but, well, see above.

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hmmm, not sure how late to let bateman sleep. i hate says when he’s workin at the isl*nders. he gets up too early and comes home too tired. it’s good money, but i hate seeing him sleepy like he is. i hope his plans pan out. i hope we ride off into the sunset.

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