Entitled: My house, cold, tests, cats.
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i just finished re-reading pet sematary. that means this is really my house now. i really do live here.
the book has lost a little bit of its grip on my and i think that might be because this was the first time ive ever read it where i knew for the entire time that i wasnt going to sleep alone that night.
LaTeR, iN aNoThEr PaRt Of ToWn
its so insanely cold out. i was going to go food shopping when i woke up, while bateman was still sleeping, but then i checked the computer. its FIVE degrees out. yes. 5. thats just stupid. 5 degrees is literally just dumb. who came up with that idea? its unholy. and its only december!! february, aka hells armpit, is still somewhat far away. my bones are aching. and just today, my wrists and ankles are hurting specifically. i think its fake though. i think subconsciously, im giving myself symptoms of lupus because the doctor said i might have it. im SURE i dont have lupus. i cant. i just cant! that wasnt in the bargain. the deal is cancer or diabetes, one of those, but lupus? thats just silly. i really should call them tomorrow and find out what the test results said. why am i putting off all this stuff lately? i need an ekg too. and a mammogram. putting it all off. all of it.
youre negative until someone tells you otherwise, you know?
LaTeR, iN aNoThEr PaRt Of ToWn
if your cat hasnt grown in better than two months, and its at least 5 months old, possibly 6 is it done growing? does anyone know? id love to think that fred is just going to be a 5lbs cat. that would rock. hes evil and psychic, and he keeps trying to live in the christmas tree, but we love him all the same. and wed love him more if he were going to stay super tiny. who doesnt love a little mini beast?i have to have him spayed (pay attention, hes a she, but we call her him.) im hoping it will keep him from wanting to get outside so much.
LaTeR, iN aNoThEr PaRt Of ToWn
im ravenous, and now im ravenous in a house with no food because its FIVE DEGREES OUT. grrrrr.
LaTeR, iN aNoThEr PaRt Of ToWn
im finally getting my medicine tomorrow. thank christ. i cant stop coughing and i feel slightly ill all the time. itll be better once the meds are in. im sure it will. it has to, this is winter. this is the hard time.
ps. if i dont write something real soon, ill explode, i think.
TuNe In NeXt TiMe, SaMe Bat PlAcE, sAmE bAt PaGe...
atmosphere: Just woke, it's so cold.i'm feeling: Hungry, thirsty, tired. i learned: That spending the day with my dad alone has become pretty fun.
Submitted On: Wednesday, Dec. 14, 2005
10:51 pm
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